There are times when I don’t understand what I should be
feeling. I feel scared and everything that’s in my mind seems to just
disappear. Maybe they’re worthless after all, they’re just words – meaningless
now. Somehow, I tell myself to just befriend silence and maybe everything will
be alright. But even silence is deafening and overwhelming. I turn to solitude
and he becomes my confidante, my solace- in him I find joy.
Somehow, solitude has made me see the world’s wonders, he
made me see what I’ve been missing - that there’s a world out there waiting to
be explored, to be discovered, to be traveled. I’ve been locked out of it for
so long; locked inside a box with no light at all seeping in.
I can finally let go – maybe I longed to let go of something
that I know I can never hold on to. Maybe that fact has been there all along. I
can finally see – the world, all of it. I shall let go of the sadness, the hurt
and the pain – never to look back. Saying goodbye in hopes of something much
brighter.
//Studded Collar Top, a gift//
//Aztec Skirt from Dress Diaries//
//Ankle Booties bought from
Modernosense//
//Neon Spikes Necklace & Headband from Sugar-Rush//
Yesterday, I cleaned out my room and
got rid of the things that I didn't need and want anymore. It feels really good
to see the final look of the room after I applied my magic. HAHA :D It looks
more organized, more fresh, stress-free. Something as simple as cleaning your
room will make one sleep easier so I always make it a habit to clean my room
every so often. Sorry I cannot post photos of my room – it’s too
private-a-thing for me to post. Maybe soon if I feel more comfy about it. LOL.
I do hope you’re all having a great
day =) I just came from Church and though the entry up there seems to sad, I just want to write again and post what I really feel. Anyway, I just wanna say "Ahh, weekends, how I love and adore you!"
The headband is very pretty! I clean my room everyday. Not deep cleaning, though; just a quick wipe, sweep, and polish. Bedrooms should always be neat and clean because they're out sanctuary.
ReplyDeleteOf all the looks you've posted so far, this is my absolute favorite. The aztec print bandage skirt + loose sheer blouse looks gorgeous on you. Plus I love your makeup here. So fresh!
ReplyDeletelove this look! love the colourburst skirt and headband! cute necklace too! Booties looks so fierce! xx
ReplyDeleteLove the outfit especially the skirt <3
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